What if....

What if i dont exists in this world..
Maybe this world would become a better place to live..
Everyone would be happy and jubilant about it..

What if i leave myself from this world..
No one would notice it...
And no one will realize that im gone..

What if i lost my way..
No one would help me..
Just stranded alone in a dark world where i become heartless..

What if i cross the street without looking..
No one would push me aside to a safe place..
Only my tears were my companion...

What if i am dying..
Family is the only things that were by my side..
And also they're sorrowness that left me dreaming without waking up..

What if i love someone..
But that love never been realized by that someone..
Inside i can feel the painfulness of a broken heart..

What if i cannot talk...
People around me wouldn't know that i love them very much..
That feels very hurt..

What if they were no blue skies..
The world will be very dull..
Kingdom of peoples heart will be empty..

What if i dont have this different kinds of emotions..
My face will be straight..
I also wouldn't feel the hurtness if people stab me from behind...