Saturday, April 18, 2009

Its Really Really.......




Bloodshot eyes
More nightmares
Lost relationships
Leaking tears

Every day
All alone
Hate and misery
Broken heart

Dark soul
Silent screams
Reaching out
Cold air...


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Why do I feel that I am alone?
Why do I cry the tears I cry?
Why do I live to see tomorrow?
Why do people treat me differently?
Why do I still care?
Why do I always look for the stare?
Why does it still hurt?
Why do I feel trapped in a dark room?
Why am I being punish?
Why is my heart broken?
Why must this hurt so much?
Why me?
Why must i walk this alone?
I continue to ask myself why?


[Credits to the people who created this two poems]


The two above poems represent about this feeling i have lately...
I hope u guys can figure it out for yourself..
I hate to cry everyday..
I hate to pleased anyone else except for my own..
I love u guys so so much but some of u guys dont love me...
They think i'm some kind of a doll..
That u can just play around..
That pisses me off!
Urghhh!!
I feel like i wanna hit myself at the head...
Let it bleed..
Let it swollen or have bruises..
I can take that pain..

I really appreciate what have guys do for me especially to my beloved people...
Without u guys..
I cannot barely stand with my own two feet..
I always put too much pressure onto u guys..
I always burden u guys..
I am sorry..
U guys must be hate me so much right?
If u do,
i wont disturb u anymore...



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